Shock and Awwwww Baby

So Christie and I have decided to embark on this insane adventure, but now we are dragging 4 children along with us. I hope they know what they are getting into. In order to pull this off, I needed to get a job outside our current position and start about the same time as we leave. So I apply with an organization in Tucson and I don't hear back. I'm felling a bit down and to make things worse I get a letter from them in the mail declining the need of my services. But the good news is that the wished me luck in my career search. What an insult. Just say we didn't pick you, so now your sad and have to start looking again, sorry bout that.

That night I maybe sleep 3 hours wondering what to do now, we only have 2 weeks till kick off and I still have no income. The following morning I get an e-mail from my current administration asking if I got the job, because they want me to start a new program with them. ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!! At what point in time am I going to stop doubting God and realize that he has a bigger plan.